Lost in marigold

by Madeline Lee

My soul puddles
reflecting the light
turning and

twisting it against me,
blinding me, putting
scars on my face and
my eyes

My adventures no
longer renew, 
but I’ve always lived for
the next.

Devouring in haste – disregarding the savor,
     a lover’s recipe for desserts without flavor.

Writing hard, but there’s little to preserve.

misplaced urgency – the penance I deserve.

Latent transparency, my bitter shotgun bride,

a deliberate hitchhiker who


clearly enjoyed her ride.

On to present dangers,

unreliable antidotes for the

namely living in the past,

vipers in that grass.

Words precisely crafted

can never equal

denied.

with expert skill applied,

presence, a pleasure much

With passion now I write –

phrases, not fingers

face.

of the passion I misplaced,

trace the sweetness of her

Memory infused days

a tear transcends words

kiss.

warmly joined in bliss,

when I dream about her

If only we could linger a bit longer,

come again and linger with me  just a little bit longer.